L'Arc~en~Ciel

How long not update my livejournal?
Now only livejournal...my blog, spaces and etc not update too...hahahaha -_-".
Have some problem for me now...
This month I have money not much but I need see concert of TVXQ, Daren and backpacker for travel around E-san of Thailand ..
I promise something with everybody.
"Next year I'll get a job..^..^."
So this year I'm free...free...freeeeee..........and poor..-_-".

First time I saw you...........You sang song for movie.. Shinshoku -lose control.
I saw PV of them and think " OH God what happen about them?" hahahahh
That time I'm in Highschool (around grade 7 or 8)
next time I hear "Prince" Ahhhhh I fall in love with them.
I don't know anything about that band.....I only know them's "L'Arc~en~Ciel"
Vocal's Hyde...... I bought "Real" in first [-_-"]
and Ray ... Ask....Click single best13....and all old album of L'Arc~en~Ciel.
9/9/1999 Hyde and Tetsu went to Thailand.................Goddddddddd
I can't received him at airport and can't to met him anywhere......Hoooooooooooooooooo
29/01/2006 Hyde's 40 years old (or not?).
I like to show him picture to my friends and ask them "What do you think how old is he?"
Them like to tell 16 years old........Ah hahahahaahha

Happy Birthday to Haido_san.
I love you so much and hope you happiness all of you life.
I know in you around 8 years.
I don't know you in much but I love you and song of you.
L'Arc~en~Ciel's first band in my heart
I have my life and you have you're life.
I'm so happy in my life and hope you love of you life .
hope you know have me love you so much in this world.......[^_^]
Love you so much......crazy in you .... crazy in love

Eng : 2006
Thai: 2549
Happy New Year for me and everybody.
Have a good life.
Have a good time.
I have plan until February....huhuhuhu
Some party...camp...meetting....etc
I received message around 10 and people call to me in many.
!!!HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR EVERYBODY!!!

Hey mom...What do you want from me?
You never understand in me but other can.
Why why why why.
Do you know . One person can make me sad and cry...That you.. only you!
You never care me . OK all right..
You give everything to my brother but you never give anything to me.
you ask me "What do you want what do you care in the world. you look like human haven't got soul"
Everything that you made....
You tell me "I love you same you's brother" that wrong!
Everybody know you never see me... never...never...
Some money for operate me..that you give it for you's grandchild.
You can't give money for registered learn of me..but you can bail out my brother many time.
You can't bought mobile for me but you can bought car for my brother.
Next year you will stop do work because you think don't use many money for my brother that time but Why you don't think about operate of me? You never say about my operate...
You swear me why I don't do work now...everybody know why but you don't know???
You never swear my brother about it! He never do job grad 6 until this...he use you money and other.
I never use you money after highschool...
I can't think what thing did you do for me....What?
I know I have short life .. because my health and because you!
No no..I don't hate you..but If you never make me smile..Please stop make me cry..please..
I love you.

Few day ago...have manything in my life.
Last night I drank...I drank Blue-Armiarze 1 big jug only one...Oh...little dizzy..hhahhaa
I don't know why "Armiarse" in Thai's language write "Ka-mi-ka-se"
Should I call it?
I met someone. I talk to someone...manything had.
Make me can thing manything.....
Thank you my love...Thank you for make me feel broken heart.
OK ... Now I'm sad... cry...mad..in sometime.
But everybody don't know who broken my heart..hahahhha
No no no.. don't surmise!!...that wrong!!!
Only one know who broken my heart..hahahahha
....um..."broken heart"...can I use this word?
I don't know this can call "Love".
No no... now I think I broken my heart by myself...that person don't broken my heart.
Because I say good bye befor that person say goodbye...
I know someday that person will say good bye..
Don't surmise that person's who... I have many person I like...
I never tell who I live #1 now......
I'll keep this love in my memory... Thank you for make me know love.
I know someday you'll hate me.. I know..I'm bad woman...
Forget me please.forget me now...I make this thing for you....because I love you.
I don't good for you..Please say good bye to me in this day...
That good thing I can do for you....good by to love good bye..

ห้ามใจ

สุดท้าย ต่อให้เหนี่ยวรั้งสักเท่าไหร่ แค่โลกก็ต้องหมุน
สุดท้าย วันที่คนรักมาแปรเปลี่ยน จะห้ามอย่างไร
ในเมื่อทางทุกทางที่มี ในเมื่อคำทุกคำที่ดี มันหมดความหมาย
ในเมื่อใจของเธอไม่มี ในเมื่อมันไม่มีวิธี จะทำเท่าไหร่ ในวันนี้มันคงสายไป
ไม่มีสิทธิที่จะไปห้ามให้เธอไม่ไป ในเมื่อเธอไม่เหลือใจ ห้ามยังไง
ได้แต่บอกและสั่งตัวเองให้ค่อยห้ามใจ ไม่ให้ร่ำร้อง
จากนี้โลกก็คงหมุนไปทางเก่า แต่ไม่มีเราแล้ว
สุดท้าย คนเราคงพบเพื่อลาจาก แค่นี้ใช่ไหม
รัก รัก รัก ก็เท่านั้น รุ้ รุ้ สุดทางสุดท้ายไม่เหลื่อใคร
รัก รัก รัก จบตรงนี้ รุ้ รุ้ แต่จะให้ฉันทำอย่างไร
เจ็บเท่าไร ก็ต้องเก็บไว้ วันที่เธอนั้นล่ำลา วันที่เธอทึ้งฉันไป
ได้แต่บอกและสั่งตัวเองให้ค่อยห้ามใจ เมื่อไม่เหลือใคร จะไม่เสียใจ

I cut my hair by myself..Oh..it's real!!
My friends call it "Damn hair's style"
Loy Ka Tong festival comming soon......wow......ahhaa
16 November (someone told me...I'm not sure)
I still not plan that day......Oh...Should I go? eveywhere have this fastival.
I think I'll sleep at my friend's home....sometime.....hahahah
woooo now I see my phone....see missed calls.....many time....hahahha
Because today I don't want to answer the phone....[-*-]..Ohhh sorry my friends and someone.
Today I talk to many people..manything....large is about "LOVE"
I'm not sure I know about it.
I'm not sure I want it.
I'm not sure I can have it.
I'm not sure I can do it's beautiful thing.
I'm not sure I can keep it in long time.
I don't know today I fully for love or not...(I think more than half I'm not....hahha)
Today should I begin to the way for love?
I'll do it!!....Ah...in some it can answer my heart should I or not.

Website of today
http://www.files.lt/

Come see what we all talk about
People moving to the moon
Stop baby don't go stop here
Never stop living here
Till it eats the heart from your soul
Keeps down the sound of your
Silent sigh
Silent sigh, silent sigh silent sigh
Keeps down all move me down
Could we love eachother

Come see what we all talk about
People moving to the moon
Stop baby don't go stop here
Never stop living here
Till it eats the heart from your soul
Keeps down the sound of your
Silent sigh
Silent sigh, silent sigh silent sigh
Keeps down all move me down
But don't love eachother
No don't love eachother
Never gonna be the same

Hi.....How am I [-_-"]
I still sick today..Tomorrow I have some job....I hope I'll fine in tomorrow...I hope [T^T]
Yesterday I saw movies..."About a boy" Ohhhh I listen "Silent Sigh" by Badly Drawn Boy...
I ever crazy it...when listen it again I still crazy it [^_^] so beautiful song .
Ohhh talk with Ray....she have many old thai's song I like [^_^]
Today I check e-mail I see she sent song to me.......Ahhhhh Thank you my sweet.....[>0<]
Ryou in Dejavo's band ever singer at New school's band...Really????
Ahhhh Dejavo and New school [-_-"] it's different kind of music...[-_-"]
I think Dejavo's dance
I think New school's Hip Hop
I don't know it true or not ... hahahah but I think that and I like 2 bands too...[^_^]
..........I still sick.............
...........Sickly Girl.............

Yester....Um....drank....hhahhahha
Today I wake up very early (for me)7.30 a.m...[-_-"]
for sent my cousin to work. When I bake I look at the sky.
Ahhhhh blue sky feel so fresh. Now in Thailand is Winter...
Yes Thailand have it! hahahah. How long I never see morning? Um....
I real like this feel. I can feel cold wind and Winter comming ...
Happy day happy time comming.

wake up.... at noon...hahhahah
have a headache so much...(why after wake up I'll have a headache!)
Yesterday I drank.....Ah.....[-///-] but this night I have a dinner with some gay..
hhahha He's good gay....I like gay live...hahhah
I have many friends's gay...I don't know why...
Many people think I'm gay too...[ man look like woman]
Yesterday I had dinner . Them think I'm man and I'm gay.. [T^T]
Ohhhh yester I shop at some department store. Someone at my friend company saw me.
She asked my friend "Why you're friend can cut that hair style?".
Oh....It's so wicked? [T^T]..But I don't care I still I'm..
In this morning my mom take she's ducks [2 ducks she have] to some my cousin.
She home far my home around 400 m. At this noon I meet the ducks come to my home [-_-"]
It escape that home and walk to my home...Oh...but I keep it to my cousin home again.
When my mother know..She will take it to my home in tomorrow.
Ohhh it love it's home....[T^T]

Wake up at 11.30 a.m......have a headache so so....[T^T]
Last night I'm dinner some person and went to drank with my friend at her apartment
(I like to drink at this apartment...hahahahah)
befor I went to my home I bought mattress's Birthday gift for my cousin...hahaahha
Today's fuckin so hot....It'll kill me...[~"~]

Now who did you ever want to be
you snapshot the girl in Tuscany
I didn't know recommend at the time
you're acting out of line
and I don't need you any more
Seeing something new is what I'm hoping for
I'm going to lose and go for a ride
Seeming that I've got time

So let's lie in the sun
You didn't want the world to know
But I'm not strong and you'll find out
And you get the rock 'n' roll
You let's groove in the high
You know you better come and get right
I don't know the question line
But the best comes back tonight

If it's cool, and you're cold
You hoping in the street to long
You taking like a fool better man
You taking like a fool in the night
And some good, some bad
You taking to the power help
You taking like a fool better man
You taking like a fool you know

We would be alright
Some time I'm go long
and some time I 'm go to be another pole
And we'll go to be alright, and I?m what time ...
I'm could all, I'm could all

Have a headache.......[- " -] . I'm wake up around 9.40 a.m....
Last night so hard to sleep.... why why why.......
Today I juse download Asian Kung-Fu Generation.
Yesterday have some company call to me.That company my friend work.
Them interview me by phone..[-_-"]. But now I don't want work...
I answer to them with some joke....hahahahah (not bad)
Company : Hello...Nart
Nart : Um.... ( I'm slep that time)
Company : Can I talk with you now?
Nart : Yeah...
Company : I come from "bra bra" company. I want to interview to you
Nart : Ka
............time ago............
Company : Oh... you tall
Nart : Ka...little...same Som (my friend at that company)just stout...hahahha
Company : Oh....really?
Nart : hahahhahaha
............time ago.............
Company : If you work at Bangkok...Can you do? you're parent ok?
Nart : Hahaha ... My home's free stlye . I can do everything..
Company : Ok. Have something ask me or not?
Nart : Um...Now I cut my hair so short...and hard style.. Are you ok?
Company : Ohhhh skinhead?
Nart : Nono It so short only.
Company : Are you tomboy?
Nart : Nono I'm woman ( little lie hhahah)
Company : Um..My company's free stlye...don't worry about it..
Nart : ok....nice to meet you. Sa wad dee Ka
Company : Ka..Sa wad dee ka...
Ah.......something I'm lie...hahahah
Now I look hard style...I think if I do that work..
I'll take charge of me for ready work....hhhahhahaa

Hey........I'm resign of work at last month ago.....hahahah
Now I'm apply in someweb.....but I can't read anything.....ahhah
http://www.gayfotolog.com/catchza
How can I use it?....It use for?
Why my journal's very ugly??? [T^T]
Tomorrow have hard work wait me......Wooooooo
Today I sent letter to Robert and Luiz.........
Wow..I hope them can receive it......I think 2 weeks ago...[-_-"]

I try.......so try....about my work...fuck work...fuck leader...fuck boss..... Thai weekend..I'm sleep...slep...slep...hhhhhahha. I think I'll resign in this month..I think..After that I'll do my project 1 month. I haven't got transcript..... Shit... It's very hard for find a new work if you not have transcript. I don't know why the time you'll out of my life I haven't got an energy. I say good bye to you but last I be hurt....But I can't take you out of my life....I can't...

20 - 21 went to university...for...what can I say abou it? hahahaa
Congreaduration..... take a photo in many...
27 went to J-Rock's Party.....very fun...huhuhu
many people in cosplay ... and many people so cute...OH GOD!!
them make me crazy
31 do work.... don't busy in now...but I'll busy in nood .
IT's make me late to home everyday. Today I'll go to temple.

I'll search website for teach Protuges's language...
but I can't .... Um...very hard... Who can tell me where's it?
Today my work not busy...Um..so I can conect internet..huhuhu..
but can't on MSN...Goddd....in noon i'll go to work out office again..
my work over time..hahaha...
Now time for have lunch...Um..I call delivery...wait for long time...
I will search wyse - tear of snow too...god very hard to find it!
I can find wyse - perfume....in many.....
Luiz..why you don't sing this song????....hahahahaaa
OUCH......the caster of chair my foot.....shitttt...........[T^T]

First time in Journal...
I can use little bit in English.
Today I repair my bathroom.
I use Cement for repair...I don't know what can I call it in English..hahahah
I never do it..but I think "Why some people can do it but I can't do?"
no.no.no... I'll do and can do....
I repair my bathroom...Oh...It's not easy..hahaha....make me dirty but I can do it...hahaha.
I think next weekend I'll repair my tap...hahahah...
What can I use Journal?..Who can teach me...Pleaseeee.....(Journal and English too...-_-")